Acceptance.

I'm starting to wonder if there are more side-effects than I'd first thought. I mean, there should be...

It seems like anything, no matter how small, has the potential to put me in an emotional state that is much stronger than it normally would be and much harder for me to shake.

Which is horrible because socially I'm just being an emotional woman, socially there is something wrong with me. And there isn't support to help me navigate it, or patience to allow me to understand myself in this new way and begin to be balanced again.

I loved where I was at, how balanced I was, so this is difficult.

For now, I might be angry - for a day and a half, instead of ten minutes. And I might cry when my dad uses an unfriendly tone. And I don't know why. 

But I'd love it if people allowed me to be human.